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notarealstate) wrote2022-08-23 04:26 pm
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Hawaii had reassured him that it wasn't 'a disaster', but the fact that they had to stop because it was too painful kind of made it so that now trying to face it again would be more...Well, intimidating for Rico, and possibily more frustrating for Hawaii himself though he'd never admit it.
Rico assumes that they will keep being friends and discuss what happened in a way that hopefully didn't make it worse. The tarot reading Rico gave himself said they were gonna be okay, so...
"Hello." Rico sits next to Hawaii at dinner. "How did the mission go?"
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He's reminded of his interview with The Conunselor, and he can't help but think about the reason why he didn't get into professional sport or whatever if he was so good at physical performance.
"Well... it's for the bigger picture, afterall. If you sacrifice yourself for the greater good then you really can't be useless, or an asshole"
He sighs.
"Of course there's something better, but I think everyone in here is part of the project because they couldn't have it. Not yet, I hope" he sighs, kissing Rico's cheek.
"It may sound cheesy, but I hope we will find something good for us once this is over"
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"Yeah, I hope so too..."
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He looks for his hands with his own, grabs them, then leans forward to give him another kiss.
"You're warm" he mumbles, rubbing his face against the back of Rico's neck
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"I don't know what I would do if you weren't here with me."
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He usually wouldn't react like that, but hey, Rico's special.
"That's nice"
He almost wants to talk about how it's good that Rico isn't like anyone else, because that's what makes Hawaii feel all fuzzy and warm. But that's not the kind of special that bothers Rico, and he doesn't really know how to address all of this without sounding weird.
"This... man, I don't know, I feel like I'm about to pop a boner"
He sounded weird, exactly as planned.
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Did he miss something? How is that an immediate response to what he said?
"What?"
He is not mad, just legitimately confused.
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"I mean-" how the hell do you fix this?
"I'm having all kinds of feelings right now, that's what I'm trying to say. You tend to have this kind of effect on me"
this makes at least a little bit of sense.
"Especially when you're sweet like that"
He doesn't want to even think about what Rico would do or feel if he was left to deal with all of this alone.
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"You make me feel a lot of things too."
He gently lays a hand on Hawaii's chest and pecks his lips.
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He lets go of his hands to grab his cheek, while also putting a leg on top of Rico to hold him there.
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He smiles down at him, takes his shirt off, thenresumes at kissing him.
For a second he wonders if Rico is okay with having sex after a conversation like that, but maybe he can use a distraction.
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"What do you want to do?" he asks, immediately startin to undo the fly of Rico's pants.
"Anything in mind?"
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"You decide."
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"We'll better get you hard"
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Impatiently, Rico tugs down his own underwear. He might not be fully hard yet but he's definitely needing some more room to let it 'breathe'.
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"yknow, maybe we could try anal again" he suggests, "I'd like to ride you"
He strokes Rico slowly as he speaks.
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"Mmm...I'd like that too."
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He sits up, then hops off the bed.
"Give me a couple of minutes. I'll go grab some stuff"
With that, he disappears in the bathroom.
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"Oh. Alright."
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As promised, it only takes a couple of minutes, and once he gets back on the bed he's holding a bottle of lube.
"I'm going to need your hands, first" he places a kiss on his forehead before sitting down.
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Finally an occasion to show off that he's ambidextrous, he guesses.
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He was about to ask if Rico wanted him to reciprocate in some way, but seeing him take initiative makes him want to just sit back and let him take the lead.
"still be careful, though"
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While still stroking, he slides one fingertip in.
"You look so nice like this...But I bet I can make you look even better."
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"You... Mean that?" he asks, then chuckles. He's never seen this side of Rico before, usually he's too nervous and tense to enjoy whatever they're doing.
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